Abandon

You leave me breathless,

panting,

crying,

hurting,

lusting,

dripping,

broken,

whole.

Full and empty.

You leave me spent.



You leave me many things

but

you do not ever leave me.

wet

that trickle
betrays me
he

laughs

at me

and

with me

as he relishes
his effect

Bound

Words curl from your lips as

smokey ribbons of nothing.

Binding me to you,

possessing me,

tying me
down

and up


and down.

I fear this moment like no other.
To look at you wholly and unafraid.

That you chance to see me, I could not suffer;

That you do not see me,

I would not

conquer.

Pinned

His knee between my legs
he bites
and licks and chews my throat

gasping
I grind against him

driving myself into frenzy
ardor becomes panic
he rides me as I try to buck him off

"you can't get free"

"you're mine"

memento

Once
when we were new
he grabbed
greedily at them
leaving 5 angry
dark marks
too high
for summer
too easily seen for what they were

Now
that we are comfortable
he tempers
his appetite
leaving rare signs
in his wake

I treasure
the faint
fading
memento of his touch

Sonnet for Kyoko (from PL)

Sonnet

for Kyoko

He's so perfectly poised: artificial like a cut flower,
But artless too: a childish gilded lily.
His presence stops time, my breath,
Invites me to a world of tender riches.

I fall into his eyes, his gaze,
All the tiny hidden muscles of his face.
Muscles that together speak a symphony.
A gaze that pours out love.

And sometimes I stray; and when I do stray
The same gaze meets me as I fall.
As I fall, exposed for what I am,
I fall under his saving gaze.

My skin is sanded thin from people shouting "No!"
I need to know I have his soft forgiving "Yes."

Pounce

pounce
bat me about with your paws
trap me
I'm at your mercy

when you've had your fill
of your toy
sink
your teeth
into the curl of my ear

I want

to
wrap my
arms
and
legs around you
and
erase
the distance between us