generosity

I asked for this
for
the clamps
the pain
the focus
the intensity
the sweat rolling down my brow
the whimpering

I asked for this
for
him to tighten the screw a bit more
the teasing
the edge of his teeth
the squirming against him

I asked for this
for
the right to be tightened to match the left
the obliteration of everything else

I asked for this